Cruz

I'm still dedicating this look for my late grandparent - Esperanza. I'm wearing her favorite
sweater on this look. I can still remember when she wore this in Hong Kong.  And right now,
I enjoy wearing this especially this times where we are experiencing non-stop rains in
Metro Manila.

I love you, Lola!


Now playing: Christina Aguilera - Cruz 
The song goes like:
Slowly driftin' into a peaceful breeze
Tongue tied and twisted, are all my memories
Celebratin' a fantasy comes true
Packin' all my bags
Finally on the move
I'm leavin' today
I'm livin' it, oh I'm leavin' it to change

 

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I wonder how life will surprise me today!

Since my Lola's passing, I really felt like there's a part of me that was taken away. I've been wondering how am I going to be every time I would go home. I really don't know.

But I know that I really got to move on with my life and just ask for His guidance to give me the strength
that I need to cope up with the situation.

Now, I treat every day as if it's really my last day and just wonder how really life will surprise me.

This is for you my ever dearest, Lola! I love you so much.

 

I will miss you, my dearest Lola!

Lola, I was devastated by your passing but I know that He has a purpose why you have to leave us.

I won't say good bye Lola, I'll just say until we meet again. I will forever love you not just being my grandmother but as my mother too, and you're the closest best friend I ever have in my entire life. 

There is a verse on one of the mass cards we received for Lola that help me enlightened and have a positive outlook about our Lola's passing.

I'm Free

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free

I'm following the path God laid for me.

I took His hand when I heard Him call,

I turned my back and left it all.

 

 

 

 

As the verse says, "I turned my back and left it all"..